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 I ignored what they told me, I pushed forward, I believed. That was my downfall. That was what ruined me, my life, my belief in right and wrong. I thought I did what was right, but in the end I was still left alone.. Nothing brought her back. I tried, don't tell me I didn't. I can't forget what she looks like. Oh, how I wish I could forget. But how can I forget my own face. A reminder every morning as I look in the mirror. -- I was born as two, Alexia, myself, and Jennifer, my sister. We were two separate parts of one person. As we grew up people told stories of our adorable relationship, how close we were. They spoke of how our clos

She opened the door And from there on her life was changed She thought she knew everything And made sure everyone knew it But she couldn't believe this, didn't want to believe it That something like this could have been going on in her house and she didn't know He cried, begged her to know that he was the same person inside That this didn't change anything He hurriedly put on clothes, throwing his around Eyes shone with tears, that were steadily dripping down his cheeks He looked to her for some sort of acceptance But her eyes only held confusion One might even say they held pain He told her he loved her That he was the boy sh

every scar, blemish, imperfection is infallible truth that you are still alive that you are a survivor whether it is outer or less visible hidden inside it is still there, shown through toughened skin it is proof that you were, at least once, strong and hopefully it teaches you that you are not invincible merely very hard to beat i believe, and you should too, that you can bounce back from nearly anything and if you feel your strength waver know that I am there to keep you going i will always be there and you will always be a survivor.

Just listen, to my heart's song, to the static on the radio, to the bird's early morning song. Just listen, to the old man cry, as he loses another son, to an unneccesary war, when everyone knows, sons bury fathers, not fathers burying sons. Just listen, to the woman's heart break, as she learns of the infidelity, knowing that she is, just not...good enough. Just listen, to the boy's pain and relief, as he draws the blade, against his wrist, and the blood that spill's forth, like the hateful slurs, spilling from the mouth of, family and friends he thought, he could trust. Just listen, to the girls desperation,

The Mouse gracefully lifts himself, onto his back paw, pointed beautifully, he begins to             spin                     and spin                and spin     ...and spin He stops. The Mouse gracefully raises himself, onto his hind legs, balanced expertly, he begins to                                  ...and leap                        and leap         and leap leap He stops His strength, is only outshined by his grace, which is outshined by his beauty ...a mouse, a work of art he falls     and falls     and falls     and falls     ...and falls the curtain falls and the crowd rises the applause i

Loneliness, Overwhelming my soul as I watch the, love and friendship I cannot contain my jealousy my hopes and dreams to be that special The bond that is Unbreakable and unreplaceable that I wish that I could have But not with him her, unbelievably so the love that is for her not understood and shunned the confusion hurts while the rejection kills, twisting deep inside like a blade, but worse And each night before I dream of her I pray loud, hoping someone, anyone, will hear I wake every morning with unquenched lust living inside of my body limbs twisted with desire But the desire stays and the confusion, the j

Take ahold of my hand And whisper those words in my ear Make sure I know that you love me Before you let go But if its possible Could you please not let go? I feel that I may fall And that you are the only thing Keeping me Standing                         -Breathing                                  -Walking        &#

A girl alone Wandering, wandering No place to go No reason to live No reason to die Stuck in endless Sadness, despair A forest around her Yet she does not see Danger, that is unseen Numbness Nothing is felt Yet the pain is there The pain of losing And knowing what is lost Not just a lost love But, friends A family A rock that Is gone, gone The silence is Overwhelming, incomprehensible Refusing to understand What is missing? Why is it missing? Life is over Love is over What is left? What is the point? Nothing, nothing Darkness, darker Circles, moving in circles Falling into the darkness So tired Nothing left t